I signed up for NaNoWriMo guys. I don't know whether to feel awesome or very, very afraid. Either way, expect Ghinius to get some ficness for the first time in I don't even know. Whether it will be decent is pending, but at least the Ginias S. tag on ff.net will finally get some lovin's.

THIS POKAYMENS MEME SHITE, CLICK FOR WIN.

Also, come Hell or Highwater I'm cosplaying this at AWA '10. Just so you are aware.

So yeah, AWA 15 was like... a week ago. And I still haven't posted about how fuckwin it was, wat. Then again my laptop is borked right now and God decided to give us all that rain he's owed us for years all at once, so I've not been in the position to do a proper entry. Either way, here be some teaser pic nonsense:

( Cut for sum pics... )

Tom CruiseXMiyuki Hatoyama is now my OTP. Anyone who says otherwise is an idiot who doesn't understand their epic amazing tru wub.

I'm finally getting around to doing something I said I'd do months ago... go Team A.r.! Anyway, I'm sure some of you have seen these fandom kink memes going around LJ as of late. I know I have, though as predicted when I checked the kink meme master list the only Gundam ones were for SEED/Destiny, Wing, and 00. This did not surprise me but never less made me a sad puppy. So I am now righting this wrong and giving everything else the abuselove it deserves!

What you do

1. Post ANONYMOUSLY requesting fic/art/other fancrap involving a character or pairing and a kink. Here is a master list of kinks and stuff if you need some ideas. It need not be NSFW, though the idea of this is based on delicious pr0nz. Example: CharXHaman; Zero-G sex cockpit of the Quebley.
2. ANONYMOUSLY fill any and all requests you think you're capable of. It doesn't have to be perfect, hell I might use this thing for writing practice, though it's a good idea to try your best. Doesn't have to be long, most kink meme replies I've seen are just short drabble fics. And you may also fill a request that's already been taken care if you have a different idea. I just don't want this to end up with a bunch of requests and no delivering :<
3. ????
4. PROFIT!

The rules

1. The main rule I have is no requests for Wing, SEED/SEED Destiny, or 00 unless it's a crossover with something allowed. They already have kink memes kthx. So we're clear, these are the series that are allowed:

All UC series (MSG, 08th MS Team, 0083, Zeta, F91, IGLOO, etc)
G Gundam
Gundam X
Turn-A
Any non-animated side stories for the above series/timelines (Blue Destiny, MSV, Crossbone, etc)

If you try to be a dillhole and post something like "HOT 1X2 IN WHATEVER PLACE 08TH MS TEAM IS LOL LOOPHOLES!1!!11", chances are I'll just delete your post or give you something completely different (like Heero shitting dick nipples or something). However if you request group sex involving Heero, Duo, Kiki, and the entire 08th Team, I'll let you along your merry way. I might not care for it, but hey, the main point is that at least one character from an allowed series is in on the action.
2. No dramu. This means trolling, flaming, bashing, etc. Respect others tastes and all that other hippie jazz.
3. As long as the first two are okay, it's all good. Het, yaoi, yuri, epic orgies, whatever floats your boat. Mechs are also fine, so feel free to request hot RafflesiaXNobel Gundam tentacle raep or whatever else you Ryuseis fancy. I might not be the one to fill it if you request a giant futanari Puru orgy sexing up Nina Purpleton and General Revil, but I won't have a problem if you do. 4chan has desensitized me so...
4. Crossovers with non-Gundam series are fine too. So I can have all the hot Jirarudan on Ghinius action my heart desires!

Also, please pimp this shit like the Fist of the North Star! I can tell it's going to need all the traffic it can get :|


And now, in anticipation of your insight into the future...

So I saw Depeche Mode at Lakewood last night.

( This is the only image that can begin to describe my feelings at the moment... )

Firstly: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
Secondly: Tag eight peopleWHOEVER I WILL TO. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

Who sleeps in bed next to you?
Blanket, sometimes Zeth'smy cat Thomas. And whatever's on the floor, since I've been sleeping on Z's floor for months because I'm sick of my family's BS.

Have you ever done anything extreme?
Is disowning my Momegg donor, violently threatening my sister because she's an obnoxious cunt, kicking and cursing out teachers back in the day, stealing junk food from the local high school back in the day, getting sent to 4 different psych wards, putting god knows how many holes in the drywall, and more or less feeling like a worthless lump of flesh until three or so weeks ago extreme enough for you?

Who are your favorite bands?
Depeche Mode, NIN, Soft Cell, Nirvana (overrated or not, I have a soft spot for them due to what state I yonder from), U2, Talking Heads, The Clash, The Beatles (Sergent Pepper and onward), The Cure, and whatever random techno/dance shit tickles my fancy. Need to listen to most of those more, though that's nothing too hard since all I have to do for some is hijack CDs from my dad.

What are your current fandoms/addiction/obsession?
UNVERSAL CENTURY GANDAMS MANNNNNN! Though Pokemon is also really eating my brain now as well. DAMN YOU JIRI.

What's your fashion style?
T-shirt + jeans/shorts + sandles/coverse ugly butch slob I guess.

Who is your celebrity crush?
Ghinius Sakhalin and JiriLawrenceLampASS OH GOD DO WANT I CAAAAAAAAAAAAAME!!11111!1! Oh, you want someone who exists IN REEL LIFES? Then Trent Reznor I guess. Though the delusional cartoon mens with fancy hair are still top tier on my list of fangirl slobberings.                                                                           

Who are your role models?
IDKMBFFZETH, ryoko in the EPIC AWESOME BADASSERY N' CAWSPLAY category, tepintzin and blackjackrocket in the faynfic writin' category, god knows how many in the SCIENCE category, and other people I can't think of off the top of my head because i r spechul :|

What are you listening to right now?
The air conditioner, though maybe something from one of my playlists or the host from Iron Chef singing about how lovely kleptomania can be in a bit.

What food could you eat every day for weeks and not get sick of?
CHEESE OF MOST VARIETIES. Also shellfish.

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Inbox, Junkyspot's forum for the creepy dolls they sell, dA, various Japanese Gundam fansites (because I always require new Ghinius stuffs), and lately a certain comm and shrine to A HORRIBLE POKEMON COLLECTOR and Bulbagarden forums.

What was the last thing you bought today?
Nothing. Though I will hopefully be buying a T-REX OF AWESOME within the next few weeks.

What was the sexiest thing you've seen today?
Some of Pokesho's pervy fanart involving Claire and other Pokemon womens who aren't jailbait. Also a fanart on dA of Morty and WifebeaterEusine dancing, though Eusine's expression was mostly just hilarious and made the thing more funny than anything else. Though I haven't checked me Japanese Gundam pron sites yet, and I might also re-read some of the fanfics about Jiri getting smexed up that never fail to dazzle me.

Does the weather affect your mood?
Not being able to go out in daylight because GA summers = DEATH pisses me off, and snow makes me shoot rainbows and kittens from my eyes out of joy, but other than that I don't think so.

What is your zodiac sign?
Leo/Snake

Do you want to learn another language?
Russian. Because Ghinius, Aina, and Yuri control me too much and I need to write mah' faynfic. Plus Russian accents make me melt :V

5 things you can't live without.
001: Ghinius/Jiri
002: Porn and other fancrap
003: THE INTERNET
004: my friends
005: being able to make creative shit and my creepy dolls

Anything you want to say to someone?
Dear Nintendo,

BRING BACK JIRI FOR A CAMEO IN MOVIE 13. Also stop focusing so damn much on Ash and co. and JJ+M Rocket stuff. Needs moar Domino, Basho+Buson, Gio being a dick, and delicious Pokemob. And Eusine is only right when he's batshit insane. And Cyrus is creepy as fuck, though that's a good thing.

<3 Ar

PS: AIRSHIPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!111!!

If you belonged to a different culture, which one would it be?
Mid-late 80's - early 90's Tacoma, WA. And actually old enough to remember it.

What are you looking forward to?
AWA and starting to have a good life for once!

Say something to the person who tagged you:
shiimapan we must meet again at AWA and have AWESOME.

And now I'm going to tag: 

Anyone who wants to do eet lol I be lazyyyy...

I just finished watching the last couple episodes of Utena...




Brb, cleaning up the brick house I just shat. Maybe also opening a few coffins...

Hurf durf, because my last entry was made of PMS and RAGE, I'm posting an entry made of... slightly less PMS and RAGE. And also because I haven't given a real update on wtf I've been doing in months, which I probably should for ya'll homies going to AWA. Not to mention I've taken a liking to an animu villain (well, moreso just antagonist) that makes Ghinius look like a characterization masterwork. Unless you start reading fanficshuuuuun, which in that case makes things more awesome than they have the right to be. Yeah, I really, really am a hopeless cause when it comes to not being a stupid fangirl :|


Anyway, AWA. In case you haven't already heard I am NOT doing Artist's Alley this year. Shit happened, it suucked, but I should be doing it again next year. However I will be doing a lot more running around like a crazed, ADHD 10-year-old in a room full of Pixie Sticks. Which may or may not be a good thing, depending on your point of view. But free time due to not having to fold like the Fist or the North Star = OMG AR IS GOING TO COSPLAY WUT. Yep, if all goes well I'll be alternating between a male Team Rocket grunt (based on one of my Gary-StuesOCs), and civilian black dress!Aina Sakhalin (which I actually wore to Momocon already).

Since I was a lazy twat at Momo and didn't get any pics of my Aina there, and because I know one of you wants to see the wig, I ran back home to take some pics while Medusamy sister was out for the first time in a week. Be warned, my face is hideous and greasy as always and this many pics of it may very well cause your body and computing epuipments to spontaniously combust.

( In which I spam my disgusting crater-face and pretend I'm my sister... )

Anyway, I hope you all's modems aren't completely slaughtered from all the image dumpage. I couldn't control myself :|

So I've been hopping on cos.com and other forums and seeing some posts lately that make me want to slap a bitch. Here are exerts from two I found just today, and my response.


"There isn't enough Gundam Wing love at the anime cons anymore D:"

"Sure it's an old anime so not alot of people recognize us"



Bullshit. Bull. Fucking. Shit.

Yes, the days of seeing 20+ Wing cosplayers at a single con are over. Fandoms come and go, so shit like that happens. Cry moar.

However I don't believe for a SECOND that "not alot of people" recognize you when you're running around as Duo or Heero or whatever other member of the Wing boyband you decide to don. Even at cons where you're the only Wing cosplayer, you are still guarenteed to have 90% of the other antendees able to recognize you instantly. Hell, I have a friend who cosplayed manga-outfit RANMA who was mistaken for a Duo multiple times.

Either all the attendees at the cons you're going to were born after 1997 (which would make them about 12 at the oldest) and/or have been literally living under a rock for the last 20 years and have only stepped out within the last month, or you're yet another dumbass Wing fangirl bawwwing about their fandom no longer being the bloated, malignant tumor it once was. And I'm fairly certain the latter is much more likely to be the case.

You think you have it bad cosplaying a Wing character? Try running around as Aina Sakhalin or Garma Zabi or Allenby Beardsly or the Frost Brothers or anyone else from a Gundam series that's NOT Wing, SEED, or 00. You'll be damn lucky if even 15 people recognize you, and even then many usually have to be reminded as to who EXACTLY you are. And the characters I listed are all pretty distinct, major cast members in their respected series.

Don't get me started on other aspects of the fandom either. I could go into a profanity-laced rant for days on yaoi ALONE.

I've tried to keep this shit to myself as much as I can, but it's time I blow off some steam. Honestly, in the eyes of other Gundam fans, types like you look like spoiled brats whining about how they can't get everything their heart's desire served up on a silver platter anymore. BOO-HOO.

So your fandom is dying down? Tough shit, that's life. Either grow up an move on, or kindly shut the fuck up. I'm tired of this motherfucking bawwwing on these motherfucking boards.

Stolen from Ryoko/Ambrosia/Krys!

THE OTP MEME
♦ Pick up to fifteen OTPs.
♦ Describe them in fifteen words or less rambling detail.
♦ Have your friends guess the OTP.


1. Like Hitler and Eva Braun, only with more class and romance.
2. A cute boy next door meets girl next door thing, except ending in tragedy.
3. Opposites attract. Except one offs the other in the end :|
4. The prince who wanted only to give a bride a life of her own.
5. A match made in hotblood (and the FC timeline).
6. A match made in hotblood with stupid sexy nii-san instead.
7. A romance between the oceans and the sky. Only with more lesbianism.
8. A woman of might and the Ace in red who loves her.
9. "We all have needs, James..."
10. The Collector who slept with a Mob Boss, despite the fact that it made no sense whatsoever.
11. The Angel who taught the Child what to live for (I wish...)
12. "We all have needs, Rear Admiral..." (>=D !)

Jeez, I do need to post more though. I've been a bit preoccupied lately trying to get out of a funk of uncreativity and winter blahs, as well as trying to get ready for Momocon. If anyone is going and wants to meetup, lemme know!

I've also started folding origami commissions for an advertising campaign for a local bank. So if any of you in the Metro area see that billboard with the dollar Koi fish that's on Peachtree Industrial near the car dealership... yeah, I folded that. I'm also shooting for Artist's Alley at AWA again this year, so if I get the table I'll be selling my stuff there as well. And yes, I will make sure to fold more Mukips.

So yeah, I'll try to be more active than I have been.

http://talkaboutcuringautism.org

Now, I'm all for advocating for better therapy and education for autistics. This site seems to have a lot of that, but some of the stuff does leave a very bad taste in my mouth (not to mention is vaguely disturbing). Even though this group is trying to voice for better vocational therapy and such, one look at their name suggests that their real intent is to, well, cure autism. Which may seem like a good thing at first glace, but when really though about is quite sickening.

I can understand the pain many families feel when they first find out a child has severe autism, but having known many such families many of them do grow to accept the child, autism or not. The people on this site seem to try and come off as caring for their loved ones, but I'm still unnerved. If you love your child for what they are, why do you want them to be rid of the way their brain is wired? A part of me thinks that no matter what image they try to present, they still just boil down to a group of parents having a pity party.

And what about higher functioning autistics? This is the part that really sickens me. If a cure for autism is found, it would probably cure all forms of autism. After all, the site says nothing about wanting a cure for only low functioning autistics (though even that has some very sinister implications). If there were no autistics whatsoever, we wouldn't have people like Temple Grandin, Einstein, Bill Gates, even (possibly) Thomas Jefferson. All these people have either been formally diagnosed, or there is strong suspicion that they were/are autistic. Point is, autistics see the world differently, and sometimes that is a huge advantage (such as the case of Temple Grandin). Without that, we wouldn't have many of our greatest minds.

All in all, they seem like they're fighting a noble cause,  but in reality just wanting something vaguely similar to the Third Reich: elimination of those who are different.

 

I woke up around 11:30 this morning to find the bird cage still covered up. I didn't think anything of it as I uncovered it until I saw that Poppy was on the bottom of the cage kind of slumped over. I didn't loose it, but I pretty hurriedly picked him up and took him to my room. I also made some sugar water to try and get something in him and tried to give it to him. Afterwards I fixed up the cat carrier (what I use when he gets sick), put him in it, and tried to leave him alone for a bit.

I check on him periodically over the next two or so hours, and he didn't seem to be doing well. About 30 minutes ago I tried to give him some of the water. He was barely there. I stopped trying to give water after not very long and just held him. My dad was there to, and I could tell he was sad. Poppy pretty much died in my hands over the next few minutes.

Now we have him in a basket on the table. Rigor mortise is starting to take effect, and we plan to bury him soon. I managed to bend the band off his foot with some needle nose pliers. I know we won't live here forever and I want at least something with his energy in it to have with me when I need it.

All I can say is that I feel very sad, though also very empty. Maybe even a bit in disbelief. Though I can also say that he was around much longer than any of us expected. We got him from a neglectful owner (one of my Mom's friends) when I was six or seven, and at that time he was 15 or 16. It will be just... very strange not having him. I want to try and adopt another cockatiel in the next few months, but I know nothing will replace Poppy.

Goodbye, old friend...

As some of you may know, I've had an Obitsu doll that has been customized to look like Mah Man for a while now (since July-ish). And I feel like some picspam. So I shall crapflood with pics of Dolly Ghinius now for lack of anything else to do.

Well, it's that day again. Today in Universal Century 0079, the Earth Federation launched its siege against the Zeon Apsaras development base. And that means Ghinius Sakhalin died today. Rest in fictional peace, Ghinius.

Been playing around for the last few minutes with calculating the Chinese zodiac signs of (what else?) Universal Century Gundam characters. You can do it too (if you care)! Go to http://www.dyarstraights.com/msgundam/timeline.html and find the year the character you want was born in. Then add that UC year to the year 2080 (year before the UC began according to the guy who made the timeline, thus it converts UC years into AD years) and enter it on this site http://www.horoscope.com/chinesezodiac.html . Press the button and viola! You get the sign of any UC character you want! Some of my results:

Ghinius: Earth Dragon (I swear, some of the stuff was frighteningly accurate)

Ghiren: Metal Monkey (a bit odd, but some stuff is pretty accurate. apparently Ghinius is also a good match for him >:])

Garma, Ayna, and Char: Water Pig (accurate for Garma and especially Ayna, but not so much Char)

Kishira, M'qube, possibly Shiro: Earth Goat (kinda' hit and miss for all of them)

Dozle: Wood Rabbit (once you stop laughing, some is pretty accurate from what I've seen)

Have fun!

Well, I'm doing the Artist's Alley again at AWA this year! Hopefully I'll have a lot more goodies than last year (I HAVE ORIGAMI POKEMON. YOU WILL BUY THEM. LOL), and I might even get a few doll commissions. Speaking dolls, I also managed to make a doll tutorial for a basic male origami doll. The link is http://www.craftster.org/forum/index.php?topic=177836.0 WARNING: 150+ IMAGES IN THE LINK. I'll do a female tutorial when I next make a female doll. Toodles.

Had a weird dream last night. It began with Ghinius and Ayna being held as POW's by random feddies, then being OMGZ murdered by them and buried in a dirt field next to the Big Tray from episode 11 (the one Lyers was on). Now here's where it really takes off. A couple of months before the Gryps War begins, some different Feddies (or should they be Titans? Oh well, it was a dream so it doesn't matter) were digging and messing around in the field (still dirt) when they find bones. Next part is straight outta' CSI: a woman who looked oddly like Alice Miller came in and was the forensic anthropologist. She was looking at the bones as was saying stuff like "it looks like a white male and female. Male appears to be between 25-30 years old, female might be younger". And then I remember her looking at the bones some more, and then came the weirdest part: Ghinius and Ayna's souls were watching from Heaven or where ever they went, in something similar to the book The Lovely Bones. And that's all I really remember. I guess I've been watching too much "Cold Case Files" and Gundam.